letters in the void

guess theyre right when they say u don't it till it's gone. i made that mistake with you, didn't know i loved you, i needed you till you were gone it's been almost 2 years now, we havent come across each other but after today and i can so clearly see we're both still yearning, if only i'd recognised the signs back then forgive me, i still love you no matter what even if it was just a friendship we lost, it's never just anything, always means more i miss you and i love you, not in the joking way as before. for real this time.

i fucking hate you

woofff

i regret it all

thank you

i miss you

you were right about everything and im sorry i didnt listen

hey

i still think about that summer. the way the light hit your face in the morning. how we'd stay up too late talking about nothing. i dont think ill ever stop missing those days.

fuck you for making me believe we had a chance

thank you for teaching me what i deserve. i know now.

i saw you today at the coffee shop. you didnt see me. you looked happy. im glad.

sorry

i wish i could go back and tell you how scared i was. maybe you would have understood why i left.

youre still the first person i want to tell when something good happens

i hope youre doing okay wherever you are

remember when we said we'd always be friends? yeah.

i forgive you. i dont think you know how much that hurt but i forgive you anyway

hello

its been three years and i still cant listen to that song without thinking of you

you deserved better than what i gave you. im sorry i was too broken to see that.

i hope you find someone who loves you the way you deserve

why did you leave without saying goodbye

i keep your hoodie in my closet. i dont wear it anymore but i cant throw it away.

you taught me how to love myself. thank you for that even if we couldnt work out.

im proud of you

i lied when i said i was over it

sometimes i drive past your old apartment just to feel close to you again. i know its pathetic.

you were my best friend before anything else and i miss that most

i should have fought harder for us

maybe in another life we get it right

i hate that i still care

thanks for the memories even if they hurt now

hi

i wish i could tell you that im happy now but i dont think you'd care anyway

your mom asked about me yesterday. i didnt know what to say.

i loved you

every song is about you. every movie. every sunset. when does it stop?

you were right and im sorry

i hope youre happy. i really do.

im finally ready to let go

i wish things were different

you broke my heart but you also helped me find myself. so thank you i guess

im sorry for everything

i still love you

test

i wonder if you ever think about me

you showed me what love should feel like. im grateful for that even though it ended.

i hate how much i still want you

goodbye